My Chronicles ~ Past, Present and Future...

郁可唯 [微加幸福]

2012-02-08T00:57:00.001-06:00

介绍你们这一首歌，曲好，但我不是很明白它的词咯。。怪怪的。。
可能我的华语太差了吧，好了啦。。听完大家要早点睡觉噢～
我也要睡了，晚安各位！

城市像一座迷宮但我不服
誰說一個人不能走出
與你相愛迷糊讓步到你退出
再多分岔路回憶很清楚
我慢慢重組

忽冷忽热，又晴又雨

2012-01-29T22:43:00.001-06:00

最近天气怪怪的，又时冷又时热，又晴天又下大雨的。。。
Spring要来了吧。。

昔日相思树
亲手为你栽
依稀人影在
只是红颜改
你在那里我的爱
消失在茫茫人海
现实总是有一点无奈
美好的结局慢慢期待

哇哈哈哈，最近我又在吃好料喔。。。
不要羡慕我，在这个鸟不生蛋的地方，这两个月算我来这里最愉快的时光吧，我会把它牢牢记住的。。
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牛吃草，人也吃草

2012-01-26T21:29:00.004-06:00

幻觉来的，幻觉来的。。。
肉食动物的我竟然学牛吃草，哇哈哈哈哈！！

没办法，谁叫自己 Christmas 时候讲，如果谁愿意 sponsor 我 nasi lemak 的话，就要吃一个礼拜的 salad。。好才只有吃一小碗，就吃一餐的 salad 咯

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过年咯～

2012-01-26T00:53:00.000-06:00

东东枪。。东东枪。。。
新年又来了噢，祝各位新年快乐，万事如意，身体健康，好运滚滚来～！！

年初一给妈咪打了电话，聊些近况，结果妈又问了同样的问题，“怎样啊？找到女朋友了没啊？”，“最近不开心噢，不要想将多啦，家里还好啦。。没什么大事” “爸爸去了赌场喔” @.@ 哈哈，第一次听到爸爸会去赌场，一个不赌博的男人去赌场干嘛？？

以前爸爸都很少去旅行，要不然就是我们大家全部出去，只有爸爸留下來顾家。。
也对啦，天天待在BP也不好，偶尔也是要出去走走看看。

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宁静的夜晚

2012-01-19T00:01:00.000-06:00

今晚不知又发什么神经，放工回家吃饱饭就对着电脑发呆。。。也许又到了思念的季节吧，又是要过年的时候了，爸爸妈妈不知过的怎样。。
一年又一年的过了，我的病也来也严重了。。"思念是一种病“。。咳~
或者可能一个人还是有点寂寞吧，突然觉得家里很”空“。。我那么努力的把家里收拾，结果还是找不到”家“的感觉。。

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琴譜

2011-12-27T00:24:00.001-06:00

介紹你們一首我很喜歡的一首曲，如果你們誰會彈琴的朋友不妨彈彈看。。這首曲沒有名，是我在看戲的時候聽到的。。戲名，Love Is Not Around 很好聽噢。。。
好了，今晚就这样。。大家晚安。。。

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2011 Christmas

2011-12-25T23:14:00.001-06:00

好久沒有update近況料。。最近過的還不錯，除了工作以外
原本還以為今年聖誕又是一個人過了。。。好才有位好心人士捐贈了我夢寐已久的咖喱雞。。。還有茶葉蛋，yummy!!加上100plus，簡直是絕配。。如果有Nasi Lemak的話，就算要我吃一個禮拜的salad，我也願意。。。以下是為了答謝這位善心人士，拍下來留作紀念。。

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吉他

2011-12-18T22:40:00.003-06:00

我的吉他生灵芝料。。。。。。

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Mountain Biking

2011-09-18T18:08:00.000-05:00

哈喽。。。最近我迷上了mountain biking。。。可怜的我一直在花钱。。。买脚车。。买包包，帽子，手套，架子。。。

为什么我会那么的迷mountain bike呢？？

哈哈。。。我其实是一个想很多的人，唯一只有骑车的时候我不能够想那么多。只能看着眼前10尺以内的东西，要不然我就会手断脚断，很危险的叻！

生平第一架自己买的脚车。。。Walmart牌的。。

花了$150，还以为拾到便宜。。结果上山不到5分钟就坏了。没用的东西，结果还是拿去return了。。。真的还是买贵一点的好。。。

换了另外一架，Made in Taiwan。这架不便宜呐，$500。牌子还算有点名声，能上山下海，飞天遁地的。真的是一分钱一分货，上了几次山，还是完美无瑕的，闪亮闪亮的每个礼拜引诱我去骑车。贵是贵了一点，可是值得啦。因为很轻，下次回Malaysia还可以寄回去，多好。。

9.30am 到了学校。。。下了脚车。。就上战场了。。。哈哈。。

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Je M'ennuie De Toi

2011-09-12T23:50:00.000-05:00

生日禮物

2011-08-29T22:20:00.000-05:00

哈哈。。。。好久好久沒有上來了。。。。
祝我生日快樂。。。。
今年的生日禮物。。。腳踏車。。

倪安東 [散場的擁抱]

2011-04-09T17:28:00.000-05:00

好emo的一首歌

Successful?

2011-04-07T13:08:00.010-05:00

Stephen: [Wayne, how long have u been in United States?]
Me: [Bout 6 years.. Why?]
Stephen: [Have u think about going back?]
Me: [Of course... I've been thinking of going back for like forever..]
Stephen: [Why not just go back? ]
Me: [I can't .... I'm not successful yet..]
Stephen: [How do you define as being "successful"?]
Me: [I don't know...]
Stephen: [……………]
Me: [………………]

To Pray or Not to Pray...

2011-04-02T21:05:00.012-05:00

Wuahaha... this is so inapropriate... don't blame me

Bruno Mars [Talking To The Moon]

2011-03-10T22:49:00.001-06:00

I know you're somewhere out there, somewhere far away...

I want you back, I want you back

My neighbors think I'm crazy, but they don't understand..

You're all I have, You're all I have

At night when the stars light up my room, I sit by myself..

Talking to the Moon

Try to get to You

In hopes you're on the other side talking to me too..

Or am I a fool who sits alone..

Talking to the moon

I'm feeling like I'm famous, the talk of the town..

They say, I've gone mad, I've gone mad

But they don't know what I know, cause when the sun goes down..

Someone's talking back, Yeah, they're talking back

At night when the stars light up my room, I sit by myself..

Talking to the Moon

Try to get to You

In hopes you're on the other side

Talking to me too

Or am I a fool who sits alone

Talking to the moon

Do you ever hear me calling?

Cause every night I'm talking to the moon

Still trying to get to you

In hopes you're on the other side

Talking to me too

Or am I a fool who sits alone

Talking to the moon

I know you're somewhere out there

Somewhere far away

我們離開家的日子裏，爸媽過著怎麼樣的生活

2011-02-27T21:22:00.005-06:00

高中最大的願望，就是盡自己的能力考一個遠一點的大學，越遠越好。後來，終於到了那所離家兩千公里的學校，終於可以自由作息、為所欲為；再後來，留在了城市裏工作、生活……但不久，我們終於生了病，一種名叫homesick的病。

龍應台曾寫道：“父母親，對於一個二十幾歲的人而言，恐怕就像一棟舊房子，你住在它裏面，它為你擋風遮雨，給你溫暖和安全。但是房子就是房子，你不會和房子去說話，去溝通，去體貼它、討好它。”在外地的我們，眷戀著父母這所“舊房子”帶來的一切——包容和溫暖，我們如此地愛他們，但愛並不是認識，也不是瞭解，甚至很多時候，我們以愛之名，
故意地不去認識，不去瞭解。比如我們從來沒注意到，我們離開家的日子裏，爸媽過著怎麼樣的生活……

關鍵字：改變
每一次我們回家的時候，他們總能弄出一大桌子菜，給我們準備許多的水果、零食，還有衣服鞋子，他們會和我們聊七大姑八大姨的八卦，領著我們去逛這逛那，熱熱鬧鬧十分溫馨。但沒有我們在家的日子裏，他們是“空巢老人”，他們會一直很安靜，或許還有一些失落，他們節約而簡單，說話不多發呆不少，他們的生活遠沒有我們在家時的豐富多彩……媽媽一盤菜可以吃很多天

網友hu：每次我回家，媽媽總會一大早就買好雞，然後加很多補品去燉。我一隻腳剛踏進門，媽媽就會說：“又瘦了！”然後陸續將大魚大肉買回來。當我看到一盤不新鮮的肉，問怎麼還留著時媽媽說：“沒事，一個人，吃不完就放冰箱裏，反正不會壞的，一盤菜可以吃很多天。”看著我們吃，比他們吃在肚子裏還香。

他們更省了，為了給你攢首付
網友fire：大城市的房價噌噌地漲，我和男朋友因為買不起房子，婚期一拖再拖。爸媽知道後，拿出了所有的積蓄。看著那錢，我都想哭了，十萬塊，是爸媽辛苦了這麼多年，不捨得吃，不捨得穿，不捨得用，才攢下來的。今天因為女兒要買房，他們二話不說就把存摺拿給我們。爸只說：“女兒有大房子，我開心，要吃苦也要和女兒一起吃苦。”可他們以後養老怎麼辦？難道不吃不喝嗎？這個錢我怎麼能要！他們省吃儉用，總是將最好的東西給我們。

他們學上網，為和你視頻聊天

網友朝陽：家裏有了電腦可以跟爸媽視頻聊天，因為硬體的問題只能看到視頻，沒有聲音，我只能打字跟他們溝通。爸媽上歲數了，螢幕上的一句話，我能感覺到他們看了半天，幾乎是一個字一個字地念著。明年我就要結婚了，媽媽說結婚了就不能回家過年了，說今年不回去以後正月初三前就不能回去了，說得我淚如泉湧。為了看到遠方你的樣子，他們願意在電腦前等幾個小時

關鍵字：想念
你也許收到過這樣的短信：“什麼時候回家，你爸想死你了”、“有空多給爸爸媽媽打電話”、“兔崽子，是不是把爸媽忘了”兒女是父母心頭的一塊肉，長出來了，就永遠也無法割捨。
家裏，我們的房間、甚至放在床頭的書，爸媽都不亂動，說是感覺那樣像是孩子還在家裏似的。這兩位老人，在我們不在家的日子裏，習慣於把我們一次次地想起，把思念一遍一遍地溫習。想兒女，就像是呼吸一樣，是一件他們每時每刻都在進行的事情……他們會拿出我們從小到大的照片細細地看

網友八寶糖：由於工作原因，已經幾年沒有回家，爸媽有一次打電話告訴我：“女兒啊，爸媽每天都要看一看你的照片，從你滿月到大學畢業的，我們都看。你有新的照片記得寄回來，爸媽幾年不見你，真怕記不得你的樣子，認不出你啊……”聽完我就徹底淚奔了。
如果可以，他們一定願意再陪我們成長一次。

他們從不錯過我們所在城市的天氣預報
網友swevenJAN：有一次，老爸打電話來說：“不要再出去吃東西了，你看現在食品中又檢驗出什麼菌的，小心吃壞肚子，出門穿厚點，你們那裏降溫到十度了。”我說：“你看我這兒的天氣預報啊？”他說：“天天都看，你那十幾度，深圳也十幾度（弟弟在深圳），有風，降溫了，沒我這冷，但要保暖別凍著……”爸媽，永遠是在遠方與我們分享陽光、分擔風雨的那對老人。

總是把我們的房間一遍遍打掃
網友Mint：暑假回去的時候，見餐桌上還放著一套紫砂茶具，那是之前我在家時拿出來使的，臨走時沒時間收拾進櫃子就一直擺在那兒。我問媽，不是說讓你收起來的嗎？媽說，你爸不讓動，讓還放在那兒，感覺回家了就能喝到你泡的茶，他每天都會擦一擦茶具。最偉大的爸媽不是願意一輩子養孩子，而是願意為了孩子的幸福放他們去飛，而他們就甘願為孩子經營那一輩子的窩。

他們總隨身攜帶手機，不是離不開手機，是離不開我們
網友低腰褲：爸爸媽媽連拼音都不記得了，手機是用我的舊手機，手寫的，平時他們一個月也沒幾個電話。但在我離開家以後，他們兩人去到哪里都會帶著這部手機，就怕錯過我打給他們的電話。

網友若若：有天一大早，我媽打來電話，說：“你爸昨晚十點半說想你了，非要打電話給你，我跟他說你睡了，他才答應今天早上打。”全中國增加的手機用戶中，有幾億是離不開兒女、時刻惦念兒女的父母

關鍵字：不便
父母老了。爸爸不再是那個把我們高高扛上肩的年輕小夥，媽媽也不再是那位幹家務麻利十足的年輕美女。老，是一種讓人傷感的事情，但他們為了不給我們添麻煩，總是說自己一切沒問題，他們每次電話裏第一句話總是：“寶貝你好嗎，家裏一切都好，不用擔心。”其實你不知道，沒有你在家的日子裏，他們過得並不容易……突發急病，身邊卻沒有年輕人能送他們到醫院網友世界最憂傷的狗：父親生病了。夜裏只有我媽陪他大老遠跑去縣城看病，病情很嚴重。我感到莫名的悲哀，都說養兒防老，可是像我這樣身在遠方，他們需要我時除了在電話裏問候兩句，還能做什麼？父親喜歡喝酒，大家老早就擔憂這個問題，但是因為他身體沒什麼異樣，所以也沒反對，這次終於表露出來了。酒，肝的天敵，如果發現得再晚一點，不知道有什麼更可怕的後果。電話中還笑著對我說沒事，我真的有種撞牆的衝動。

請堅持每年帶父母體檢一次。
買了一大袋子米，兩個老人拖了一個小時才拖到家網友好多蟲蟲：我的爸爸年輕時就很想要一個兒子，他說等他年老了，家裏還有個有力氣的人幫他扛米、扛煤氣上樓……他是生了我這麼一個兒子，但兒子長大後讀書了就再也回不到那個小城鎮了。今年爸爸五十多了，以前一手抱我，一手還能扛100多斤米的他，每次去買米都得叫上媽媽，兩個老人一次買40斤米都要輪流拖著回家。每次想到這個，我真的很想回到他們身邊。記得回家時幫爸媽買好米，充好電，再續上網費。

爸媽老了，開始動作緩慢、反應遲鈍
網友jackone32123：印象中的老爸一直都是個能手，什麼都難不倒老爸。後來上學工作一直在外地，直到有一天，在網上聊天時教他用gtalk、gmail那些東西，我給他講了一遍，他沒明白，我又講了一遍，他還是沒太懂，我補上一句“急死我了，半天都冒不出一句話……”，然後我看見螢幕上正在輸入的提示停下了，過了很久，螢幕上冒出來一句“兒子，你別著急，爸爸老了，反應不過來了”。當時淚奔，恨不得抽自己兩個耳刮子。
把動作放慢一點，等等他們，問問冷暖，就像我們小時候，他們對我們一樣。

一人在外打拼很辛苦，那是自己選的就自己承擔。只是，累了就回家吧，爸媽永遠高興為你多添副碗筷。

http://lovediary.thesharestory.com/view/4d3025087134b

Mexican Fisherman Joke

2010-05-11T12:36:00.000-05:00

An American businessman was standing at the pier of a small coastal Mexican village when a small boat with just one fisherman docked. Inside the small boat were several large yellowfin tuna. The American complimented the Mexican on the quality of his fish.

“How long it took you to catch them?” The American asked.

“Only a little while.” The Mexican replied.

“Why don’t you stay out longer and catch more fish?” The American then asked.

“I have enough to support my family’s immediate needs.” The Mexican said.

“But,” The American then asked, “What do you do with the rest of your time?”

The Mexican fisherman said, “I sleep late, fish a little, play with my children, take a siesta with my wife, Maria, stroll into the village each evening where I sip wine and play guitar with my amigos, I have a full and busy life, senor.”

The American scoffed, “I am a Harvard MBA and could help you. You should spend more time fishing and with the proceeds you buy a bigger boat, and with the proceeds from the bigger boat you could buy several boats, eventually you would have a fleet of fishing boats.”

“Instead of selling your catch to a middleman you would sell directly to the consumers, eventually opening your own can factory. You would control the product, processing and distribution. You would need to leave this small coastal fishing village and move to Mexico City, then LA and eventually NYC where you will run your expanding enterprise.”

The Mexican fisherman asked, “But senor, how long will this all take?”

To which the American replied, “15-20 years.”

“But what then, senor?”

The American laughed and said, “That’s the best part. When the time is right you would announce an IPO (Initial Public Offering) and sell your company stock to the public and become very rich, you would make millions.”

“Millions, senor? Then what?”

The American said slowly, “Then you would retire. Move to a small coastal fishing village where you would sleep late, fish a little, play with your kids, take a siesta with your wife, stroll to the village in the evenings where you could sip wine and play your guitar with your amigos…”

Jim Wang - www.bargaineering.com

Mistakes

2010-04-25T21:51:00.000-05:00

Mistakes are not failures. Mistakes are a step or two backward on a journey of a thousand miles, one in which you’ve already progressed a long way. Even after a mistake, you’ve still made a lot of progress from where you’ve started. More importantly, after a mistake, you’ve learned something about yourself and about the goal you’re trying to achieve. And perhaps most important of all, mistakes are part of life. Everyone makes them, whether you see them or not.

Quoted From - The Simple Dollar

~Key~

2010-03-20T20:00:00.002-05:00

Every door has a key..
And i've lost mine...
Stuck here without a key...
Waiting...
and waiting..
For someone to open the door..
For me...

Time has passed..
I'm still me...
The one without a key...
Waiting...

The 9th Annual BBQ Championship & Hog Wild Festival

2010-03-14T19:18:00.003-05:00

Independent Thinker

2010-03-09T23:34:00.001-06:00

Type~
Independent Thinkers are analytical and witty persons. They are normally self-confident and do not let themselves get worked up by conflicts and criticism. They are very much aware of their own strengths and have no doubts about their abilities. People of this personality type are often very successful in their career as they have both competence and purposefulness. Independent Thinkers are excellent strategists; logic, systematics and theoretical considerations are their world. They are eager for knowledge and always endeavour to expand and perfect their knowledge in any area which is interesting for them. Abstract thinking comes naturally to them; scientists and computer specialists are often of this type.
Independent Thinkers are specialists in their area. The development of their ideas and visions is important to them; they love being as flexible as possible and, ideally, of being able to work alone because they often find it a strain having to make their complex trains of thought understandable to other people. Independent Thinkers cannot stand routine. Once they consider an idea to be good it is difficult to make them give it up; they pursue the implementation of that idea obstinately and persistently, also in the face of external opposition.
Independent Thinkers are not the type who easily comes out of his shell. Speaking about their emotional life is also not one of their strong points. Anyway, social relationships are not particularly important to them; they are happy with just a few, close friends who find it easy to share their intellectual world. They find it difficult to establish new ties. In love, they need a lot of space and independence but this does not mean that their partner is not important to them. Independent Thinkers often make a cool and reserved impression on others; but this impression is deceptive: they can hardly bear it if people close to them should reject them. They prefer a harmonious, balanced relationship with a partner who shares their interests and with whom they can realise their visions.
Adjectives which describe your type: introverted, theoretical, logical, planning, rational, independent, intellectual, self-confident, analytical, structured, dogged, witty, resolute, self-critical, visionary, inventive, independent, unsociable, reserved, nonconformist, quiet, visionary, honest, demanding, hardworking

Career~
As an Independent Thinker, you are one of the introverted personality types. That is one of the reasons you prefer to work alone. This does not mean that you cannot be successful in a team, as well. For you, the task is most important and people who are involved come second. The contact with others, the necessity to adjust yourself to their daily changing sensitivities - all of it is just more gratuitous emotion that keep you from totally devoting yourself to those things that truly interest you: analyzing systems and policies, researching potentials for change, developing new ideas and implementing them in reality.
Here you differ from the second introverted Thinker type, the Analytical Thinker: You truly enjoy implementing your concepts and you enjoy the results. Therefore you should look for a work environment where you can accompany and expedite your ideas through to their conclusion. You consider difficult situations as challenges that really try your creativity and you frequently surprise people around you with genuinely incredibly bright ideas, rendering others speechless with their excellence. Your world consists of statistics, legitimacy, and systematics.
Considering all of this, your Thinker type is very praxis-oriented, and by no means lives on an intellectual ivory tower. You are not interested in theories not related to reality. As in chess, you are excellent at predicting the consequences of your methods in advance, and then choosing the appropriate alternative. Once you have made your decision on how to deal with a situation, you are totally willing to use your elbows and you don’t necessarily show any consideration for others. With that, you occasionally encounter resistance from other, less task-oriented colleagues that you quickly brush aside.
You resent routine jobs or monotonic order of events. You believe that they smother your creativity. If necessary, your determination and unusual ambition will convince you to acquiesce to the inevitable. Nevertheless, when choosing your profession, you should be mindful that your working environment is going to provide you with something new to learn and that your tasks are as varied as possible. Your strength lies in solving novel problems and not working on details. Nor should your curiosity ever be satisfied; just as fresh information is as important to you as the air you breathe, so is the feeling that you continuously expand and increase your competencies. An activity where you do the same thing in the same department with the same colleagues for 20 years is the worst fate that can possibly happen to a hungry mind.

Love~
For your partner, you are truly a hard nut to crack, and one has to give someone who goes through life as independent as you darn good reasons for a relationship before he/she deigns to at least consider it. You very slowly and judiciously develop trust and closeness to other people; whoever wants to win you needs a tremendous amount of patience and staying power.
Even once you begin to warm up to someone, one does not sense that for the longest time as you are uncomfortable and reluctant to display your feelings because you are not used to it. The cool, distanced, and somewhat arrogant vibes of all Thinkers are a little more pronounced with you and already sufficiently discourage many potential partners as they get frustrated and give up during the advanced phases of flirting - a shame because inside, you are not as indifferent and emotionless as you some- times appear, and sometimes your reserve simply hides your disappointment at the blindness and superficiality of the people around you.
Nevertheless, it is always a good idea for you to choose a partner very carefully and not blindly jump into an affair, because your demands are very high. You have a clear image of the “perfect relationship” and are not willing to deviate from that by even one millimeter to the right or the left. A sharp intellect that is equal to yours is the most important quality your partner must bring along. You need somebody in your life who inspires, stimulates, and always challenges you and with whom you can maintain an intensive intellectual companionship. Nothing will impress you more than competence, knowledge, and the willingness to learn because those are the traits that are truly important to you in your life. You are never really satisfied with your accomplishments, and always discover something about yourself that needs your improvement, where something new can be learned, and where you are not yet good enough.

蔡依林 [你快乐我内伤]

2010-03-09T20:49:00.000-06:00

作詞：林夕
作曲：陳威全

來不及愛到平淡
就要告別你狂熱的糾纏
我還在享受愛得提心吊膽
你這個人忽然再與我無關
來不及甘苦共享
我就變成你和她的負擔
你要我原諒我無法抵抗
你卻忍不住心花怒放

你的快樂讓我內傷
表情細胞已經死亡
所以笑得比哭還難看

我的大方讓你釋放
你不用像囚犯逃亡
難道愛過我是場苦難

是你火中送炭我還能怎樣
我的自尊快將死亡
只為你不肯假裝悲傷
我眼看你灑脫逃亡
眼淚已在你眼中埋葬

The 9th annual BBQ Championship & Hog Wild Festival

2010-03-08T19:57:00.006-06:00

BBQ Championship this weekend... Anyone Going??

Date: March 13th, Saturday
Time: Sampling time 11am - 2pm
Venue: Greater Gulf State Fairgrounds
Ticket: $10 per person (Available at gate)

Interesting Stuffs:
Live Musics
Activities for Kids
Barrel Races
Cooking Demonstrations
and FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD (BBQs.... mmMMmmm.... XD)

~冷~

2010-02-25T21:10:00.006-06:00

最近没什么时间上来~ 不好意识~　早上上班。。会家就吃。。吃了就睡。。。　
睡到第二天早上又上班。。两个礼拜天天都做一样。。。我又胖了呢。。。　
怎么办？　＝.＝

最近天气怪怪的。。。是冷是热~
上个月Mobile下雪了。。。
来了那么久，第一次在美国看到雪呢~
=.= 还以为会下很大。。结果只下了一下下。。咳~

还有呵。。上个礼拜自己去看Avatar料。。
3D 的呢~原本很期待的。。。结果~
哈哈。。开始看的时候就觉得怪怪的。。。
后来才发现。。。我忘了我色盲。。。。
咳~ 还是傻傻的看了两个小时~
看的该大不大。。该小不小。。。
该３ｄ的。。搞到好像在看ｋａｒｔｏｏｎ浆～
怪怪的。。。

还有跟你们讲~ 我车的镜子修好了呢~
$170~穷～

咳～
最近真的是。。。又穷又冷～
拜拜～

The Call

2010-02-16T22:43:00.001-06:00

It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word

And then that word grew louder and louder
'Til it was a battle cry
I'll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye

Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never been this way before
All you can do is try to know who your friends are
As you head off to the war

Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light
You'll come back when it's over
No need to say goodbye

You'll come back when it's over
No need to say goodbye

Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget

Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
'Til they're before your eyes
You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say goodbye

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say goodbye

方大同 [RED BEAN]

2010-02-02T00:20:00.003-06:00

还没好好地感受雪花绽放的气候
我们一起颤抖会更明白什么是温柔
还没跟你牵着手走过荒芜的沙丘
可能从此以后学会珍惜天长和地久

有时候有时候
我会相信一切有尽头
相聚离开都有时候
没有什么会永垂不朽
可是我有时候
宁愿选择留恋不放手
等到风景都看透
也许你会陪我看细水长流

还没为你把红豆熬成缠绵的伤口
然后一起分享会更明白相思的哀愁
还没好好地感受醒著亲吻的温柔
可能在我左右你才追求孤独的自由

有时候有时候
我会相信一切有尽头
相聚离开都有时候
没有什么会永垂不朽
可是我有时候
宁愿选择留恋不放手
等到风景都看透
也许你会陪我看细水长流
有时候有时候
我会相信一切有尽头
相聚离开都有时候
没有什么会永垂不朽
可是我有时候
宁愿选择留恋不放手
等到风景都看透
也许你会陪我看细水长流

不掂咯~

2010-02-01T22:55:00.001-06:00

哈哈。。大镜越裂越长料。。怎么办？？呼呼~

有谁要sponsor我换车？？ ~穷到~

还有horr..我的左眼跳了两个礼拜叻~ 有些人讲。。左凶右吉喔。。。
那里有人凶两个礼拜的。。。又没什么事情发生浆。。。
也有些人讲左吉右凶。。
都不知道要相信谁好~。。。

咳~ 最好是坏的不灵。。好的灵~
下个礼拜去Atlanta买Lottery... 中了就请大家吃好的~
听者有份哦。。

还有hor。。最近才觉得我原来很笨~
我地Ang Moh竟然差到我自己都觉得paiseh。。
上班看的文件，每一段sentence都要用字典。。
一个星期要做完的工。。。我竟然用了两个礼拜。。
不知到是老板玩我呢。。还是我自己太笨。。。

最近我又买了新电脑哦。。旧的拿去修理料（也不算旧啦。。才两个月就进医院料。。）
还是卖掉好~哈哈。。其实我也不什么喜欢旧的那架。。。中看不中用。。
小是小。。但就是不什么好。。。又慢。。又小。。
太大力又怕弄坏。。。太小力又按不到。。。
keyboard又小（Paiseh。。手太大料。。。）
才10寸的Mon。。我的眼睛已经那么的小料。。还要看那么小的Screen。。
真的是不知到要哭还是要笑。。。。还是15寸好一点。。
也不算太贵。。

曹格 [寂寞先生]

2010-01-23T21:29:00.005-06:00

作词：小寒作曲：曹格　

你的笑容是恩惠
世界难得那麽美
于是追要你陪
可惜本能终会将美丽
汗水化成泪水
黑夜之所以会黑
叫醒人心里的鬼
在游说在萦回
在体内是什麽在把我
摧毁在伤痕累累
我可以无所谓
寂寞却一直掉眼泪
人类除了擅长颓废
做什麽都不对
Oh...I'm Not Okay
我假装无所谓
才看不到心被拧碎
人在爱情里越残废
就会越多安慰
无论多虚伪
空虚并非是词汇
能够形容的魔鬼
它支配着行为
能摆脱寂寞我什麽都肯给
就像个傀儡
我可以无所谓
寂寞却一直掉眼泪
人类除了擅长颓废
做什麽都不对
Oh...I'm Not Okay
我假装无所谓
才看不到心被拧碎
人在爱情里越残废
就会越多安慰
我假装无所谓
才看不到心被拧碎
人在爱情里越残废
就会越多安慰
无论有多虚伪

Breathe~ Wayne!! Breathe.....

2010-01-23T18:59:00.003-06:00

人生~是什么？？
到底为了什么而活呢？活着的意义是什么??
活了26年了。。我的目标是什么？？
最近看了一套戏~忘了什么名。。
主角每天一起身都会对自己说：“Breathe... Breathe... Don't stop.. Yes... That's right.. Keep breathing.. Breathe till you find your purpose..."
总觉得这句话好适合我哦～
每天早上起来的时候都会问自己。。
“又是一天的开始～，安～你还活着。。你还是站在原地。。怎么你活了那么久。。连动都没动过？"
不管怎么努力。。还是会回到原来的地方。。

每一步走的路就好像已经定下来的了。。只能一直往前走。。一直走。。一直走。。。
又走回原来的地方了。。。

就好像风筝～不管飞的再高。。还是被线牵着。。始终还是要回到原地。。
就算线断了。。等到没风了。。始终还是会回到地眠。。
不管天空有多么的美。。多么的无止境。。
线断了，跌的疼。。要不然就是被线牵着。。硬扯回来～

衰到~

2010-01-19T22:47:00.001-06:00

*&%#$!@#!!
今天都不知道衰什么~
哇~~~~~ 我车的大镜。。裂了~ DAMN YOU 18 WHEELER!!!
怎么办!!呜呜～换个大镜最少要＄１５０呢～
都怪自己驾太快了吧～

~^v^~ said..."换车．．．．换车～是时候了～ "
命中注定吗？？
是吧~哈哈哈哈～

新家入伙~

2010-01-18T00:21:00.004-06:00

今天是My Chronicles的新家入伙~ 也是我2010年第一个post。。好久好久没有update我的近况。。不知道各位有没有想我？？
首先，
来个2010的plan~
1。最近喜欢上photography。。今年的post，因该会有很多picture post吧。。好或不好以后就请大家给点意见吧。。。

2。 2009的我过的太孤独了。。今年决定要到处走走。。。把所有看到。。听到。。闻到。。吃到的通通写在这里。。

3。情感方面叻。。。如果能选择。。当然是希望有咯。。咳~ 还是顺其自然好了。。。

then hor。。
跟你们讲。。这几天不知道发什么神经。。一直想回家。。
好想念malaysia的人事物~ 还有吃的。。

还有horr。。跟你们讲horr。。煮蛋horr。。千万千万不要放进microwave里面煮叻~
刚才。。不知道我吃错什么药~竟然把整粒鸡蛋放进microwave里面。。
结果。。。Ka。。BOOM!!! 爆炸。。吓倒半死~ 也清理到半死~

好了啦。。。今晚就到这里。。。明天再跟你们聊~ 拜拜

-安-